a little about me..... :-D

Hello my name is Lou, and this is my first blog.:-o I was inspired to finally do one by the gorgeous Anna style diet and the inspiring shaanxo shaaanxo and so many more.
I love YouTube and the makeup channels, I have a week off work so thought I,d take advantage of making up a blog now and de cluttering my house :-/ I've loved makeup since being a little girl, always stealing my mams bags and sneaking eye shadows and lipsticks and plastering my face with makeup a pair of her heels and my toy pram. But as I got older I had no confidence at all :-( I was quite shy and withdrawn

This pic is me at around three,

By the time I reached my teens I was still really shy and withdrawn, I avoided wearing anything to draw attention or attract attention, I just wanted to be invisible.

But then one day I decided to dress abit differently and wear abit makeup as I was in love lol <3 with a handsome boy ha ha 

At 14 I experimented with some makeup that belonged to my Mam and an iron to iron my hair.... Yes a iron to iron clothes with lol:-/ All to make this boy pay attention, he did notice me but it was,nt love at first sight just a crush ha ha But still I have this boy to thank for finding the inner woman in me, as I never looked back in experimenting with hair, makeup and clothes and it gave me the confidence I needed. Now I,m a wife and mother to two boys Brody and Brannon and I,m feeling rather old and frumpy even though I,m 31, I still find the time to put my makeup on, I just simply can't leave the house unless I have some makeup on, Its like my security blanket, my mask, I supose those inner securities and lack of confidence never went away, I was blessed with a slim figure but slowly the weight is beginning to creep up, not good when your petite like me.:@ I buy things to make me feel food and try to follow a healthy diet, but the chocolate always wins, -:) the same with exercise I simply can't be bothered or find the extra energy, Something has to change as Iam so unhappy with myself, :-( I always make sure I look smart and glamorous, my good school friend says I have become more glam as I have got older, :-D I,ve always tried to look glam and always felt guilty buying exspensive makeup but since watching videos on makeup and what to buy I have to invest in some Mac makeup and the urban decay eyeshadows <3 they seem so popular and worth the money, ooohhh not forgetting the brushes too ;-) sigma and elf and Mac. I just wish I had the confidence when I was younger to stand out be confident and wear makeup and experiment... I did in the comfort of my bedroom and then slowly I wore mascara. So as you can see my main love in makeup and of course <3 family <3 I love going out places,with my two little boys and seeing there faces light up on a swing or a slide or feeding the ducks, that is we're my other love comes in,....taking photos, love love love taking pics I have thousands all saved on to cds, and saved again on computers, and Sims cards.... Just incase you don't want to delete memories :-) Thank you for reading my blog of babble and about me please leave comments as I have no idea how to work this thing or how to find people to add, follow or read my blogs I promise they will get better....or I hope they do :-/ Many thanks Lou xx